Thursday, August 23, 2012

The End....

I don't normally get political in my blog. My buttons have been pushed.  In the news there seems to be something reflecting a deeper sickness in a world. Humanity is struggling with suffering, on levels we have never seen before with problems that we have never had to solve before. 

Women make up the majority of the world's population and for the most part get treated as "less than" almost everywhere in the world. Rape, Oppression, Ownership, Slavery are just some of the ways women are trapped and abuse in order to suppress women's rights, choices and dignity.  This is inflicted by  “half” of the population, myopic laws, Governments, cultures and religious beliefs. 

 I have grown up in a privileged and wealthy country when compared to many other countries. It's called the United States. Growing up my family did not have much yet it was more than what most have in other parts of the world. I was able to make choices about where I wanted to take my life because other women before me fought to make that happen. I have the right to vote…. My grandmother’s generation was the first to embrace and use this amendment.  

I didn’t have to get married nor was I required to have children. I had the freedom to choose a career and to follow my educational pursuits. I had the option to take birth control when I need to and make choices about my body as I saw important to my life and my relationship to the world. I suffered a date rape in college and thankfully I was on the pill at that time. My life could have been very different.

Yet on the heels of the next United States presidential election... in the 21st century I might add... we are negotiating  ways to define a woman's right to her body and what she can and cannot do with it.... There is no excuse for this ignorance and oppression. We send women to war... women are an intricate part of the workforce...Women design, create, research, write, work in all industry, raise families, practice medicine, law, etc... We are everywhere.

Today in the United States for women one of the political soccer balls this election is the right to name a violation to our body called "Rape". No man has the right to define this.  Another hot issue is protecting the fetus as being more important than the woman who carries it. This idea of manipulating the language used to define life; the laws chosen and voted on to govern it forget that to bring "life" into this world you need a woman.
Women do more than just birth a baby... they feed, nurture, teach the skills to socialize and educate the baby to be part of society.  Women give up their life to create a "human being" ready for the world. In this world at this time, women have the right to decide if they want to do this and when they want to do this.

 Rape and the suppression of women has been a tool of war for thousands of years. No matter how it is worded, defined or rationalized it is an act of war on women.

The unfolding events from the news in the last few days illustrate the need for women to take a long look at the last 100 years. Then UNITE to put a stop to the backward lurch of a political party that would keep us suppressed, pregnant....and... In our proper "place"… The "place" they deem suitable for a woman... that place is without a vote.... a voice.... a sense of being....

It is time for a very big change and WE (women) must do it.

Thursday, June 21, 2012

The Gift

The road my life has taken was dotted by odd things that came out of the blue. I grew up in Connecticut into a garden variety blue collar and loosely Catholic family. I was was gifted in the arts and curious almost to my physical detriment.
I some how always came out okay... even when I thought my parents would cull me for giving them grief.

From a very small age I received a lot of experiences from nature that to me seemed odd and magical. I was fascinated by bugs, birds, animals, rock stones and fact all manner of "wildness". We live  close to the beach and me and my siblings spent a good part our days on the beach as a place to go, explore, and grow up. We were sent there quite independently...without supervision so it represented a kind of freedom.

My favorite thing to to do while on the beach was explore the tide lines for shells and interesting things. This kind of exploration excited me. After great storms you could find all sorts of different shells, bits and pieces... churned up from the depths. For a young artist this was a treasure source for new materials.

When I was around 8 I was exploring a pile of shells and discovered a unique thing... It looked like a tooth about 2 inches long and a inch wide. I wasn't sure what it was yet I knew it was special and rare. When I showed my parents they dismissed it as a crab claw or a kind of snail shell...I was not conveinced
and keep the "tooth" in a special place. I would take it out and marvel at it and wonder who it was?

Around a year later my Dad took me and my older brother camping at Hammonassette State park. It is on the beach. They have a small nature center with displays of things you can find left by the surf. In one of the cases held an exact specimen of my tooth. The label said "Baby Sperm Whale Tooth" I was amazed and it really deeply affected me to have this rare item.

Back then I didn't know anything about "Shamanism", "Life Force" energies, or anything that I would later be initiated into. What I did recognize was that the ocean had given me a gift... a rare and special gift. I kept the tooth with me and near me for almost 18 years after that.

Life has a way of unraveling when you are "gifted" with talents and you do not understand how those gifts fit in the world. My mid 20's were mark by self destruction and trying figure things out. I moved a lot. I ran from my self... or at least tried to. I was angry. Resentful. Lost. And in one of those "moves" the precious tooth was lost. At the time when I realized it was gone I felt that I had not taken care of the gift and the universe was doing what it needed to do.

I'm now 48. My life is different and full. I travel and teach. I work hard to share knowledge that has been given to me from my teachers and mentors. The tooth has been long gone yet never forgotten.For me it was lesson that reminds me how fragile our connections are and if we do not cultivate them they move on.

Over the years I marvel at some odd facts about the State of Connecticut. One being our state Animal. Which is the Whale. Connecticut was also known for having one of the largest whaling fleets... so, we hunted our state animal to almost extinction.

I never thought I would receive another whale's tooth.Yet the universe works in mysterious ways. I'm just part of how it manifests and I do my part as needed. At the American Society of Dowsers convention this year I was gifted a sperm whale tooth by a woman who's father was a scientist and when he died he left all sorts of bones and teeth. She wanted to give this tooth to someone who would know what to do with. And she felt in her heart that it was me.I was humbled.

I was unprepared for my emotional response to this. Thinking about this tooth and the long cycle my life's journey took to receive it. There have been deep tears from somewhere inside of me that I don't fully  understand yet I know something has begun...

Some things I did not know about the sperm whale that I found interesting.(via Google and Wikipedia) It has the largest brain, makes the loudest sound, dives the deepest,and  is the largest toothed mammal... I suppose I have my work cut out for me.

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Gadget Geek Shaman

I haven't posted in a while. It seems life has this way of consuming time and energy. This leads me to believe that some days it would appear that there are random ferrel black holes running loose. Of course this is not the case... It is more like poor time management or bad planning. One can take comfort in knowing the universe is not ending in 2012 and there will be ample time to sort out these things while navigating climate change and if "organic-ness" really exists... The latter is an argument that leads to some of the most interesting debates... Not for today...
So, earlier this week I updated my smartphone and for first time in a very long while I'm pretty excited about new technology. I upgraded to Samsung Galaxy note which is very handy and does many things I've yet to discover. I do want to say this blog is not a commercial for Samsung. It is a blog about bringing worlds together.
In 2001 I purchased what was probably one of the first smartphones it was the Kyocera 6535. It was big... Clunky... Small B&W screen..... It could surf the Web poorly.... Had a calendar... Overall lots of potential with crude early cell technology. Everyone said this idea of a multipurpose device was going no where.... I felt this was smart technology... I felt this would change the world and given time it would reshape the world to a greener place. I'm not without my critics... Yet these devices have come along way and what they can do is change the world. Businesses run on them, families connect with them,revolutions are organized by them, artists create with them we keep up with each other and find new inventive ways to use them. They're not going away as our lives become more integrated with them.
This is a kind of global "shape shifting".... and shape shifting is the ability to move from one form to another at will. I have in a sense become a technological shape shifter by integrating technology with ancient ways to embrace the full experience of being here now. In doing so I have a global connection to the world and my view is very wide. This makes me far more sensitive to the issues of the world and working toward finding solutions.
If we are to solve the reality of suffering and it's causes then we need to embrace all the ways to shape shift into our future of
Technology, Sciences, Design, Arts, Spiritual development and the overall  pursuit to be better in the world.
As one of my teachers said,"... we must love everything we create. As long as we love what we create there always the ability for reconciliation and change..."